hey all, I just wanted to update my Journal. How's everyone? I hope all is well. How was your Christmas or excuse me as the media and government are putting it now, ' holidays'. I got a few thigsn for Christmas, though I'm not going to complain cause for me This christmas was the best. In the past uh.... 5 years I do believe. We havent' had a tree up, This year was the first, and the tree looked fantastic. Today I woke up and I realized in 5 more months I'll be 25, and that I need to do something with myself, something to feel mmm... Acomplished. Getting back into the swing of workign out again wont' be to hard, I stopped cause things around here went downhill for a while, then I went to the store opening, worried about my dad n all, and the passing of the holidays. I feell ike a stuffed turkey, it's time to pull that stuffing out and turn it into a masterpeice. Oh yeah baby a masterpeice. *rolls his eyes* I'm also looking forward to February where I'll get to visit someone I've been longing to see just a little over a year now. I'm nervous, yet I'm comfortable all at the same time, though slightly worried that this person won't like me. *scratches his head* Those of you that know me knows I usually dont' get like this, I guess this is like the first time something feels diffrent. Work was tryign to blow me off becuase they had cut my hours due to not being able to work with one person. I told them the reason why I left day time is because of this person. They constantly ride my back, and tries to get me to do the thigns that they just dont' want to do. Night time no one does thta, night time everyone works together as a team not a slave shop. I got mad at the fella and cussed him out then I walked out. My manager wasn't to happy with me, however I told him. " you know for a fact I can't work with this guy." See me I'll walk away from something before I end up doign somethign stupid like punching someone's lights out. The upside My other manager apologized for losing the schedual and that the reason my hours were short is because of that fact, my store manager is the one that made it. Since then things have been good, working hard and looking foward to every day that I have alive .